May 2013
39 posts
“You tried to change, didn’t you? Closed your mouth more, tried to be softer,...”
– Warsan Shire (via ixj)
“I went into the desert to forget about you. But the sand was the color of your...”
– Jeffrey Eugenides (via ugh)
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“I’m greedier than anyone. I don’t want some half-assed happiness I
don’t need...”
– Tatsuhiko Takimoto, Welcome to the NHK! (via namuamidabutsu)
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If anyone actually cares, it’s been 9 days since I quit using opiates. So, sorry that I’m having mood swings all over this page. My psyche is as fragile as glass, and I’ve been attaching myself to depressive thoughts- even though I should be trying harder to remind myself to stay positive.
Anyway, other than having weird trouble breathing due to reading too much about people...
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Welp, my head definitely wasn’t in the right place to watch Submarine. I don’t know why I keep doing these things to myself.
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I haven’t gotten any sleep. I’m around the 72 hour mark, and I’ve gotten a total of 3 hours sleep in that time. This is ridiculous. I can feel my body telling me that it needs rest, but my brain just says fuck you, nope. At this rate, I’m definitely losing my job. I just have to keep telling myself that all of this bullshit is transitory. I’m inching closer and closer...
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I’d kill to be able to sleep.
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Detoxing. If this isn’t hell, I don’t know what is. One day down, almost on day 3. You’d think going to jail once, would have been enough to scare me straight. I’ve made some awful decisions. I just want to be normal again. I want to go back, and change a lot of things.
“I wasn’t lonely. I experienced no self-pity. I was just caught up in a life...”
– Charles Bukowski (via phoenixcumming)
April 2013
13 posts
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